Saturday, October 3, 2009

One Step Closer to Freedom

I'm gonna do something new, something bold and brave. Yes, I'm gonna tell the whole world the 'real' me yung tipong with matching sing and dance pa. Woot.

I'm coming out, I want the world to know, I'm gonna let it show.. ♫


Pero mahirap ata kaya dahan dahanin natin ha?

Little by little, one step at a time, I will be free. I can finally be true to myself and to everyone around me. I've always dreamed of that moment where in I can do anything and be who I am without anyone raising an eyebrow. To love and be loved. To just be myself,
no pretentions, no inhibitions, no restrictions. But I just can't do the 'big reveal' right now. I'm gonna wait for the right time, the perfect timing. Though I want to be out of the closet, I still can't. I have a lot to consider. I just can't do it right now. Above all things, the feelings of the people I value is the most important thing for me. Ayaw kong madisaapoint sila.

Hayaan mong unti-unting kong ipaalam sa mundo ang tunay kong katauhan sa pamamagitan ng blog na ito. Dahan-dahan, hinay-hinay saan ba't maisisiwalat ko din ang katotohanan, darating din ang panahon at magiging handa ako..

Secret Confessions
Lihim na Pag-amin.

Somewhat ironic, oo nga at pinapaalam ngunit 'di ganap na nagsasabi. Nagkukwento ngunit 'di tuwirang makapagsalita. Nagsasabi ngunit 'di umaamin. Umaamin man ngunit mayroon pa ring paglilihim. Naglilihim na naghahayag. Inihahayag ang sikreto ngunit 'di tuluyang ibinubunyag. Basta, darating tayo diyan. Makikilala mo din ang tunay na ako. Malalaman mo din ang tunay kong pagkatao.

Sa likod ng pagtatago, ako'y may pagnanais- nais kong maging malaya. Nais kong magpakatotoo. Hindi ko alam kong kailan ko magagawa ito, pero alam ko kung paano. Dito, dito ako magsisimula. Dito, dito ko lahat ikukwento. Dito, malaya akong magpakatotoo. Dito, mailalahad ko ang lihim ng aking pagkatao. Dito magsisimula ang pag-amin sa aking mga lihim...

9 comments:

Tristan Tan said...

I am looking forward to more confessions. Welcome online. :)

Unknown said...

@tristan la-la-la-la-la. hahaha. =p

JayPee said...

@Tristan
Thanks po! Maaliw ka sana sa posts ko, pero I'll warn you, I'm full of shit. :(

@Pipo
Thanks for dropping by.

Unknown said...

:)

Clipped Wings13 said...

thanks for the add... looking forward for your posts...

rudeboy said...

Welcome to the blogosphere.

It's good therapy for your innermost thoughts, and also a good view to be privy to the thoughts of others. In the process, we can help each other view things in different lights.

Looking forward to seeing your own take on things.

JayPee said...

@TheCuriousCat
:) back.

@Clipped Wings
Thanks din po sa pag-add.

@Rudeboy
My very reason.
Thanks sir.

Anonymous said...

pwd makuha CP£ mo. para maging text mate tau. ito ang cp£ ko. 09287643751.

ako ay lalaki na nakakaintindi sayo

JayPee said...

@Anonymous
Sorry Globe ako. ;p
Hahahahaha.

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